Heyy everyone. Sorry, I haven't written in here in awhhiilllee!! Well, everythings going good, I guess. Nothing really exciting happened cept I got a 9 // 10 date! I'm going with Dvh..I'm so excitteedd!! He's so nice and funny and he's really sweet..So yeah. Should be fun. Tomorrow I'm probably going to the basketball clinic for a bit. Then, Thursday I GET TO SEE NATALIE..!!!! HOLY CRAP!!!! I miss her so much..I LOVE YOU NATALIE!!! lol well I guess I'm gonna go cause I gots a headache..«3- -LauRyN

Hey everyone. Well, Christmas went really well. No one cried..I don't think. Well, atleast I didn't. My dad is having a hard time with things and my brother is just well..himself. I got lots of really good presents...clothes...new Tims...an Ogo [2 way with Instant messaging and E-mail]...lots of Cds....and movies. My break has been going ok so far. I haven't really done anything. I've had basketball everday this week so far and I have it tomorrow too. Monday was so funny at Carrafa's house after practice. The whole team was there and we did our gift exchange. ...Vanilla Miiillllkkkk....!  Haha yeah so tomorrow if Mike has a game, I'm going to go with Michelle and then we're going to the movies and then back to her house to exchange gifts and then I'm sleeping over. Tonight I'm going to Kate's house with Toper, KCoale, Foley, Rich, Justin, and Sweeney..Should be fun. The whole month of December hasn't been good for me and my friends have been there for me through the whole thing.. Thanks Guys, I love yous!!!! Your the greatest ever and I couldn't ask for better friends..!! Well, I'm out..Gonna go get ready for Kate's! «3- -LauRyn

Hi. Well, I don't even know what to write. Yesterday, school wasn't that great. It went better than I thought, but it still wasn't good. I tried putting on a smile from the time I walked down to Kimberly's to get a ride to school from the time I walked out of the building at 2:20. I kinda lost track of my smile at lunch and science when I started crying. My friends were there for me though..Thanks..I love you guys! Stephanie came over to my lunch table and visited me.. I was glad she did cause I haven't seen her in awhile. I gave Ashley the obituary from the paper and we both started to cry. Then in science, I just put my head down and cried... Jess, Sam, and Loren were all there for me..Thanks Girls.. Love yous. I just can't wait until all of this is over with..I mean like today and tomorrow. Those are going to be the two hardest days of my whole year. I think I'm scared, but I duno why. I think I'm scared of everyone crying and getting upset again like last year, but I guess I'll just have to go through it. I just gotta tell myself that I can do it and just go. The thing that will help me get through everything is my friends. Yeah, my family also, but friends mean everything to me. My friends are my world and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have all of them. Well, I guess I'm gonna go and find something to get me to think about something else for one single second. «3- -LauRyn

Hi. Well. .Nothing exciting has happened at all. Not that I expected it too. Cause thats just the way things are sometimes. Dude I hate how my dad only lets me sleepover someone's house one night a weekend. Ughhhh!!!!!!!! I was supposed to sleepover Meg & Kait's house with the basketball team and sleepover Annie's house tomorrow night. So, I have Annie's party tomorrow night that I'm going too and tonight I was stuck at home after the tournament...And they just called me and it sounds like a lot of fun and they told me they'd come pick me up , but my dad still won't let me go. He needs to like let me live and stop pretending I'm two years old. I mean I know he wants to keep me around as much as possible, but if this is how he is going to do it, It's going to be a real shock once I can drive. I'm so upset right now. I'm crying because I'm frustrated and mad and whatever else. Well. .yeah..Kevin's home so that's good. [ I love you Kevin! ] We lost today at the tournament by 7. .Nice try Girls. .Better Luck Tomorrow. So tomorrow I'll be at the Tourney all day and then to Annies. .So, I guess I'll write more later. .«3- -LauRyn

- - -»Tuesday . .Basketball Game. .Home. .Chi vs. Chester . .3:45 JV. .5:15 Varsity. .!